holy fuck it's 4am
Dec. 6th, 2003 04:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbicideI just finished Season 2 QAF. I don't think season 3 is out yet, and honestly, I don't think I could take it. I've been sniffling and sobbing like a 2 year old with a scraped knee through the last 2 discs.
I have all kinds of weird random quotes in my head.
First Wives Club: "I drink because I am a sensitive person" "No, that's why your co-stars drink!"
Mostly, I think, because I can't imagine anyone tolerating my neuroticness. Tonight is particularly an exposed-wire sort of mental night.
Four Weddings and a Funeral: "I am as ever in bewildered awe of anyone who makes the kind of commitment"
LotR: "All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you.
Monogamy absolutely astounds me. Wow, I can feel the lack of coherence seeping from my mind. I think I just find it absolutely terrifying to trust someone that much. There just aren't enough guarantees out there. And you can just imagine exactly why someone like Brian acts the way he does in QAF. Brian's storyline, I think, makes me bawl the most.
Damage: "Damaged people are dangerous, they know they can survive."
You can't be safe. You can't be sure that the person you love won't completely devastate you, and yet if you're brave enough, you have to open yourself up to the kind of crushing misery you may know you can't survive.. (Yeah. Clearly some bad breakups under the belt here). I feel like I could never do that again. The potential good couldn't outweigh the potential risk. Yes, yes, a life lived in fear, is a life half lived. Blah.
God. Want a drink. Or 5. And a cigarette. And Sean Bean. Um. Should go to sleep. Not making any sense.
I have all kinds of weird random quotes in my head.
First Wives Club: "I drink because I am a sensitive person" "No, that's why your co-stars drink!"
Mostly, I think, because I can't imagine anyone tolerating my neuroticness. Tonight is particularly an exposed-wire sort of mental night.
Four Weddings and a Funeral: "I am as ever in bewildered awe of anyone who makes the kind of commitment"
LotR: "All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you.
Monogamy absolutely astounds me. Wow, I can feel the lack of coherence seeping from my mind. I think I just find it absolutely terrifying to trust someone that much. There just aren't enough guarantees out there. And you can just imagine exactly why someone like Brian acts the way he does in QAF. Brian's storyline, I think, makes me bawl the most.
Damage: "Damaged people are dangerous, they know they can survive."
You can't be safe. You can't be sure that the person you love won't completely devastate you, and yet if you're brave enough, you have to open yourself up to the kind of crushing misery you may know you can't survive.. (Yeah. Clearly some bad breakups under the belt here). I feel like I could never do that again. The potential good couldn't outweigh the potential risk. Yes, yes, a life lived in fear, is a life half lived. Blah.
God. Want a drink. Or 5. And a cigarette. And Sean Bean. Um. Should go to sleep. Not making any sense.
