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verbicideCan't sleep, dammit.
I keep taking 10 billion quizzes, the results of all which I won't bother posting. However..
Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Despite reading so much Sandman lately, I didn't expect this. I vaguely thought I'd be Demeter or Artemis. Huh.
For the past couple of nights, I just can't sleep. Went to bed around 4am yesterday and while I've tried turning off the lights, can't seem to sleep tonight. You think I'd be worn out already. I feel so ADD. I've tried reading, and as much of an acid trip Alice in Wonderland appears to be, it's not particularly holding my attention beyond the pages I'm requiring myself to read every night. I'm having trouble concentrating. I think, "Oh! I really want to watch Krzysztof Kieslowski's Trois Couleurs trilogy, again!" and start the tape, but then lose interest partway through. Earlier I was watching Emma, reading Alice in Wonderland and scanning through Live Journal all at once. It's like I need 5 things at once, not giving my full attention to any. Maybe I need to meditate or something. Take some relaxation yoga. I'm worried about my increasing lack of focus.
I'm hungry, but I know it's a bored sort of hunger. Comes from being up so late. I would love to go to sleep, but just feel so distracted. But I don't know by what. I'm not pissed off or worried. I'm just bleh or something.
I think maybe I need some human interaction. Hopefully Ellie will be able to go swimming tomorrow. There's bookclub on Sunday. Dear god, is it really only Wednesday?
Need to go to the grocery store. Constantly forgetting to buy green leaf lettuce and am out of tunafish. Was so sad today to discover that my wheat pita bread had grown mold. I guess it wanted to be refrigerated. I don't think I bought it all that long ago. Also the mango I'd ecstatically bought was tart and woody. I threw it away unconsumed. As much as I want the jalapeno and cilantro hummus, I don't think I can be arsed to drive to Queen Anne just for that. Maybe over the weekend if I end up going to the fabric store.
Shit. Must talk to CS about taking Tuesday off. Judy flies back in Monday and we're hanging out on Tuesday.
I'm so confused. I'm so tired and so alert at the same time. It's not caffeine. It's not crack.
Also, despite having rented it, I think I'm too terrified to watch Fritz Lang's M. But I feel lame just returning it unwatched. So it makes much more sense to leave it on my desk doing nothing for me.
I miss the Bay Area. I haven't missed it much since I moved 3 or so years ago. But I miss it tonight. I think I miss all my single girlfriends (versus all the married couples I'm friends with here). Doesn't change the fact that I'm ecstatic to be living in Seattle and wouldn't move unless I had to.
Hum. Well. Um. *wanders away*
I keep taking 10 billion quizzes, the results of all which I won't bother posting. However..
Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
Despite reading so much Sandman lately, I didn't expect this. I vaguely thought I'd be Demeter or Artemis. Huh.
For the past couple of nights, I just can't sleep. Went to bed around 4am yesterday and while I've tried turning off the lights, can't seem to sleep tonight. You think I'd be worn out already. I feel so ADD. I've tried reading, and as much of an acid trip Alice in Wonderland appears to be, it's not particularly holding my attention beyond the pages I'm requiring myself to read every night. I'm having trouble concentrating. I think, "Oh! I really want to watch Krzysztof Kieslowski's Trois Couleurs trilogy, again!" and start the tape, but then lose interest partway through. Earlier I was watching Emma, reading Alice in Wonderland and scanning through Live Journal all at once. It's like I need 5 things at once, not giving my full attention to any. Maybe I need to meditate or something. Take some relaxation yoga. I'm worried about my increasing lack of focus.
I'm hungry, but I know it's a bored sort of hunger. Comes from being up so late. I would love to go to sleep, but just feel so distracted. But I don't know by what. I'm not pissed off or worried. I'm just bleh or something.
I think maybe I need some human interaction. Hopefully Ellie will be able to go swimming tomorrow. There's bookclub on Sunday. Dear god, is it really only Wednesday?
Need to go to the grocery store. Constantly forgetting to buy green leaf lettuce and am out of tunafish. Was so sad today to discover that my wheat pita bread had grown mold. I guess it wanted to be refrigerated. I don't think I bought it all that long ago. Also the mango I'd ecstatically bought was tart and woody. I threw it away unconsumed. As much as I want the jalapeno and cilantro hummus, I don't think I can be arsed to drive to Queen Anne just for that. Maybe over the weekend if I end up going to the fabric store.
Shit. Must talk to CS about taking Tuesday off. Judy flies back in Monday and we're hanging out on Tuesday.
I'm so confused. I'm so tired and so alert at the same time. It's not caffeine. It's not crack.
Also, despite having rented it, I think I'm too terrified to watch Fritz Lang's M. But I feel lame just returning it unwatched. So it makes much more sense to leave it on my desk doing nothing for me.
I miss the Bay Area. I haven't missed it much since I moved 3 or so years ago. But I miss it tonight. I think I miss all my single girlfriends (versus all the married couples I'm friends with here). Doesn't change the fact that I'm ecstatic to be living in Seattle and wouldn't move unless I had to.
Hum. Well. Um. *wanders away*
