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verbicideHad a great visit with Amy and her new boyfriend, Martin.
Just feeling blah today. Blah. And morose. And unmotivated. And cranky. And sad. And annoyed with self for being so melancholy when I haven't got a good reason. I think it's a combination of things:
- starting diet today (oh just kill me now); hardcore Atkins for at least a month
Talked to Sarah last night, questioning whether it would really be wrong to just live at full throttle on a diet of ben and jerry's, french fries and allow oneself to simply explode at 40, dying a gluttonous happy life?
Feeling particularly bitter about not being allowed ketchup. You miss the craziest things.
- turning 32 this coming Sunday.
I really just don't feel that mature or old. *whine*whine*whine*
- it's all gray and icky out
I know. It's Seattle. It's winter. I need to get used to this until spring. But today it's just reflecting my mood too much.
Just feeling blah today. Blah. And morose. And unmotivated. And cranky. And sad. And annoyed with self for being so melancholy when I haven't got a good reason. I think it's a combination of things:
- starting diet today (oh just kill me now); hardcore Atkins for at least a month
Talked to Sarah last night, questioning whether it would really be wrong to just live at full throttle on a diet of ben and jerry's, french fries and allow oneself to simply explode at 40, dying a gluttonous happy life?
Feeling particularly bitter about not being allowed ketchup. You miss the craziest things.
- turning 32 this coming Sunday.
I really just don't feel that mature or old. *whine*whine*whine*
- it's all gray and icky out
I know. It's Seattle. It's winter. I need to get used to this until spring. But today it's just reflecting my mood too much.
