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[verbicide]

I'm disturbed. It's 8:30am and I'm freaking wide awake. Have been since 7am. Why? Why? I didn't go to bed all that early.

It's all rainy and grey outside. Blah. Can't wait for some California sunshine. And nice, chewy LA smog, too. Hee!

I have to get so much shit done today. Waaah!! It makes no sense. I'm bored, but I don't want to do any errands either. Regardless, first order of business after work today is to get some damn duplicate keys made. Next, must grocery shop for kitty-things to last 10 days. Waaaahhh!! I'm going to miss Hobbsie. Ok, must not think about it yet or will cry.

Someone on survivorallstar was nice enough to remind us that the new episode is TONIGHT, not tomorrow. I hate that they do this midseason switch to Wednesdays. I almost always miss it. BUT NOT TONIGHT! Oh, wait, cept I have dinner plans. Doh. Must TAPE. MUST NOT FORGET TO TAPE!

Shit, Judy just emailed me. We're going to dinner at Fandango and that's kind of expensive. AND POINTY. I can easily afford the points right now with the whole personal famine thing, but don't wanna. And god it's expensive. Well, that works out. I can order soup or something. Judy wants me to go and hold her hand because Ellie tends to glower at us for being so food cautious lately. She keeps belligerently chanting things like "spinach artichoke dip??" at us as we hide under the table because hello, deep fried tortilla chips and a pound of cheese. We're afraid she's going to get drunk and shriek at us tonight. Mortified in front of the Teen Beat Bitch Squad, no less.

Wow, I'm awake and I'm LOUD.

I want the plane ride to be OVER with. I hate flying *whine* The last time I flew to LA, it was perfect. I stayed up the entire night before and was completely unconscious before takeoff and until we landed. Since I'm flying in the afternoon this time, I'll be awake and white-knuckled through it. Maybe, maybe I won't go to bed tonight, so that by tomorrow afternoon I'll be COMPLETELY fucked. I can always collapse into my parents bed when I get to LA. Ooo my parents bed. I am such a 5 year old, but it is the safest place in the world. I think my parents have a dinner thing planned for tomorrow. I should endeavor to be conscious for it, though, huh?

Why am I awake NOW? *bemused* Ok, this is ridiculous. I'm going to go back to bed and just read or something. Because HELLO SPRING BREAK! Why am I even UP!

Comments

[rimrunner.livejournal.com]

I am not looking forward to the overnight flight to Amsterdam, myself. My cousin (the one who's getting married and who has flown to Hungary a couple of times since Christmas) recommends melatonin.

Even with that, the likelihood of sleeping for 13 hours just ain't that high...

[verbicide.livejournal.com]

I can imagine. I think I'd go nuts if I were facing a 13 hour flight. But curiously enough, when I'm stuck on an international flight, I just deal with it. In some ways, better than the short flights. Maybe because I know I'm stuck and there's no where to go for so long?

I'll look into melatonin, thanks!

[thette.livejournal.com]

It really isn't that bad.

I find the other way far worse.