fuck a buncha that
Jul. 15th, 2004 12:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbicideLast night sucked. Couldn't sleep. Spent the entire night staring at the ceiling and feeling pathetic. I hate when I can't sleep. I count on sleep as an escape from my thoughts. It feels like a betrayal from my body to not be able to shut down and recharge. Kept turning off the light, tossing, turning, turning on the light, reading a bit more. Lather, rinse, repeat.
Nicest part of the evening was when Greg called and did his level best to cheer me up. He was right in coaxing me to get out of the house today, to do Greenlake alone (since Dev is in Russia *wail*) and keep applying. I wish I had his confidence that I'll find work soon.
But I don't really want to leave the house right now. I want to stay in bed with my laptop and watch The Sopranos. Of course this will require some pasta, but I'm going to be good and have some Healthy Choice lasagna bake thing.
Later on I'm supposed to go to Judy's for dinner and a movie with Jeanne. I haven't decided if I'm going to weasel out of that or not. The one thing I absolutely have to do is go buy some Thank You cards to send to my interviewers. Bleh. Thank you for rejecting me and squashing my hopes, dreams, and self-esteem. *melodramatic*
Anyhow. Must purchase cards and mail them TODAY. Before 5pm. I think I'll go to the U Village Hallmark. Annoyed with self for not having foresight to do this yesterday. Grrr. Actually, I wonder if there's a stationary shop in Ballard so I don't have to trek all the way across fucking 45th in stop-go-stop-go traffic.
Ok. Must write out what I want on the stupid cards.
Fuck. Hope clutch issue doesn't come to a head. Need to call Leo at Dere Auto about that, too.
Oh shit. And read Secret Life of Bees for bookclub on Sunday. I haven't gone in like 2 months and really want to get back to that group. Must stop by library and pick that up. Today.
Fucking hell. I just want to hide under my bed forever. Is that really so much to ask for?
Nicest part of the evening was when Greg called and did his level best to cheer me up. He was right in coaxing me to get out of the house today, to do Greenlake alone (since Dev is in Russia *wail*) and keep applying. I wish I had his confidence that I'll find work soon.
But I don't really want to leave the house right now. I want to stay in bed with my laptop and watch The Sopranos. Of course this will require some pasta, but I'm going to be good and have some Healthy Choice lasagna bake thing.
Later on I'm supposed to go to Judy's for dinner and a movie with Jeanne. I haven't decided if I'm going to weasel out of that or not. The one thing I absolutely have to do is go buy some Thank You cards to send to my interviewers. Bleh. Thank you for rejecting me and squashing my hopes, dreams, and self-esteem. *melodramatic*
Anyhow. Must purchase cards and mail them TODAY. Before 5pm. I think I'll go to the U Village Hallmark. Annoyed with self for not having foresight to do this yesterday. Grrr. Actually, I wonder if there's a stationary shop in Ballard so I don't have to trek all the way across fucking 45th in stop-go-stop-go traffic.
Ok. Must write out what I want on the stupid cards.
Fuck. Hope clutch issue doesn't come to a head. Need to call Leo at Dere Auto about that, too.
Oh shit. And read Secret Life of Bees for bookclub on Sunday. I haven't gone in like 2 months and really want to get back to that group. Must stop by library and pick that up. Today.
Fucking hell. I just want to hide under my bed forever. Is that really so much to ask for?
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Date: 2004-07-16 09:37 am (UTC)*big bear hug*
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Date: 2004-07-16 04:43 pm (UTC)it was a cute book
Date: 2004-07-16 01:58 pm (UTC)Re: it was a cute book
Date: 2004-07-16 04:42 pm (UTC)Good luck with your new adventure ahead, baby!!
As for the book, glad to hear you liked it. Will have to check it out for sure now.
Re: it was a cute book
Date: 2004-07-16 06:42 pm (UTC)Re: it was a cute book
Date: 2004-07-19 05:18 pm (UTC)Good luuuuuuuuuuuuck to you!!
A Bit Off The Subject...
Date: 2004-07-18 03:52 pm (UTC)One of my business partners is in need of a web developer for a project that will probably get a lot of exposure on the east side. Are you still in the web dev biz? If so, drop me a line and I'll give you more details. mail at realrobert.com
Re: A Bit Off The Subject...
Date: 2004-07-19 05:57 pm (UTC)