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Apr. 3rd, 2004 10:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbicideAunt C rules. She called this morning to do a follow-up on my mental state.
I feel at least 89% less insane this morning and look--it's a GORGEOUS day outside!
I always do this to myself. I wind myself up into this crazed, obsessed knot of fear and anxiety and damn near immobilize myself. Ooo *drumroll* cliché moment: it's always darkest before dawn, right? I love that saying, because that's what happens. I freak myself out until I can't do anything at all, and fetally curl up under the covers, shaking with melodrama. But then, it's like the seizure passes. Not to release a metaphoric pigeon out the window or anything, but I do feel free to move on.
The best part of being so damn ADD is, I can't even hang on to a bad mood for long!!
So today! Haircut! Clean flat! Quilt! Clean up resume and see if Emma or Jan will look at it! Continue CSS book stuff and possibly portfolio!! Will endeavor to not just steal![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
brabble's cool design!!
Yay for the surge of psychotic self-confidence that follows one of my 'turns' (to quote Pink Floyd).
We have perky music! We have head-banging dancing going on! We have one frightened orange cat.
Yeah. I know. I think I would be the single most annoying person to live with, too. I know, I know. I just can't help it.
Okay! Laundry!
I feel at least 89% less insane this morning and look--it's a GORGEOUS day outside!
I always do this to myself. I wind myself up into this crazed, obsessed knot of fear and anxiety and damn near immobilize myself. Ooo *drumroll* cliché moment: it's always darkest before dawn, right? I love that saying, because that's what happens. I freak myself out until I can't do anything at all, and fetally curl up under the covers, shaking with melodrama. But then, it's like the seizure passes. Not to release a metaphoric pigeon out the window or anything, but I do feel free to move on.
The best part of being so damn ADD is, I can't even hang on to a bad mood for long!!
So today! Haircut! Clean flat! Quilt! Clean up resume and see if Emma or Jan will look at it! Continue CSS book stuff and possibly portfolio!! Will endeavor to not just steal
brabble's cool design!!Yay for the surge of psychotic self-confidence that follows one of my 'turns' (to quote Pink Floyd).
We have perky music! We have head-banging dancing going on! We have one frightened orange cat.
Yeah. I know. I think I would be the single most annoying person to live with, too. I know, I know. I just can't help it.
Okay! Laundry!
